Angels Kept Me Alive

[Summer]

I'm quite sure that the Angels of the Light, the Orisha's, the Master's of the Light, and the ancestors/eggun/Grandfathers/Grandmothers that I pray to & ask for help on a daily basis are the only reason that I am still alive and functioning so well today. I had a very severe leak into the middle of my brain caused by a huge golf ball sized brain aneurysm. This happened to me while I was visiting family in Montana 2 days before I was going home. I thank the Creator that I had the chance to attend a Blackfoot sweat lodge ritual before going through this ailment. And luckily, my Aunt works at the hospital there, and she got me to the hospital very quickly after I woke up early one morning with the worst headache of my life.

The doctors in Montana didn't feel they had the expertise to save my life with brain surgery, so they put me on a leer jet and flew me back to WA State to a hospital in Seattle that specializes in brain surgery. They found 4 aneurysms in my brain, 2 of which needed immediate attention. So now I have a lot of metal clips in my head, but I am still alive, able to move very well and think very well considering how long the biggest aneurysm leaked blood into my brain, & where it was located-right over all of my motor skills, hearing, sight part. I and all of my friend's and family think that it's a miracle that I'm still alive and not paralyzed, etc., as most people would be!

I am so very grateful to the Creator in all of his/her many forms for blessing me to live longer in hopes that I will be able to help other's to learn what I have learned: The best way to get happy in life is through study, prayer, chanting and meditation, etc. I am so very grateful that I have learned this for myself, and realize that I don't have to carry all of the burden of my life entirely by myself, there IS help from the Divine. It is a Universal Law, as I have learned at least, that prevents the beings of the Light from helping us until we ASK most of the time as when we incarnated upon Earth, we were given free will.

I have also been practicing a certain Buddhist chant. I have been chanting for improved health for the past 11 months, which I believe has also helped me greatly. If anyone is interested in the particular chant I learned, please send a private message to me. May you always be blessed.

[Summer]

I just had a talk with one of my Daughter's, and she told me more interesting information about how long I had the blood leaking into my brain. I actually sprung a leak in the largest, golf-ball sized aneurysm around 2 am, but thought it was only a really bad headache. So I got up and took some pain relievers, and went back to bed.

About 2 hours later, I was in such great pain, I woke up again. My Aunt took me to the hospital she worked at, and we got there around 4:30 AM. At first they thought I had a brain tumor, but then discovered it was a leaking aneurysm. So I was put on a leer jet and flown back to Washington, which took around 2 and a half hours. I arrived at the hospital in Seattle around noon.

After putting me through some tests, the surgeons at the hospital I was at decided to wait until the next morning to operate on me. I figure it might have been because they had no operating rooms available that day.

I finally made it into surgery about 29 hours after my enlarged blood vessel started leaking blood into an inner part of my brain. The surgery took 12 hours to complete. I cannot remember much of anything until the 4th day after surgery. When I finally became cognizant I was horrified to find that my wrists were tied to each side of the bed. I guess I had been trying to pull the feeding tube that was in my nose out a lot, so they tied me up. I was in a LOT of back pain, which actually felt worse than the pain in my surgical wound. The nurses seemed so uncaring and rude to me that I tried to break out of the ICU in the middle of that night. It must have taken me well over an hour to break free from my wrist cuffs because my head was still so foggy, but I was SO thirsty that it was worth the try to me.

When I finally stood up, I did it alone only to look down and see a catheter tube in between my legs. At that point, I realized my plan to put on my robe, hat and slippers and crawl out of ICU if necessary, was going to be too hard to do. So I sat back down defeated.

That's when the nurses finally started to take my requests for water seriously, and hours later had a swallowing assessment done on me. Water has never tasted as good as it did that day! I went in and out of mostly mild hallucinations for about a week after that even. I am sure my family figured I was probably going to stay delusional, but I came out of it the last 5 days in the hospital or so.

I was only in the hospital for a total of 14 days, which seems like a short time to me. While in ICU, I was continuously in trouble for sneaking out of bed alone to try to talk on the phone, he he. I am so very, very lucky that the largest of the 4 aneurysm's I had never burst! That is only one of the ways I know for sure that the Angels and other Beings of Light I have been praying to for years are the way that I survived my illness.

Most people would be severely crippled, but the only damage that seems to have been done to my body is lower back pain, some short-term memory loss, and some peripheral vision loss. And that's with the largest, leaking aneurysm being over all of my motor skills center! I am very happy that I am still here, and am doing my best to help other's learn about how one's spirituality can truly save and transform one's life for the better. I figure that is the least I can do to help those who helped me.

[Creator]

Yes it sure looks like you got some help from other "powers" there... It was truly a miracle that you survived and recovered so well.

[ThorQuest]

Wow glad you made it through all that summer and your family is right it was a miracle. There's been so much going on with everybody lately it's hard to keep up. Maybe it's just me but I get a sense the World is changing(just look at gas prices). Not that this is anything new but this time it's different I can feel it. Hopefully I'm wrong and nothing too extreme will happen but whatever comes out on the other side better be different. I'm not religious either but it's like when a certain combination of forces converge or split, there's an equal and opposing reaction. Call it a spirit, call it an equation, whatever it is or they are is energy.

But my little struggles pale so much in comparison to yours and others that I'm ashamed to even comment. Excuse me Bonzo just cut into the Crunge in the middle of a Dazed solo. Where were we.
Well if nothing else like Creator said there is real power out there and I'm rambling so I'll try to get on here more now that the other one is closing. Tell your Angels I said hi.

[Summer]

They're not ALL Angels, Thorquest, as some of them are my ancestors, ect. But I will tell them all you said "Hello".

Yes, I also can feel a huge shift upon the Earth. The Hopi's call this the "Time of the Great Woman". I have yet to understand what this means, but I'm sure it means something important.

We are in some sort of energy hot spot in the galaxy/universe, which I believe is putting a lot of magnetic pull on Earth and all of her inhabitants. I feel that we are probably going to split into 2 main groups; 1) the one's who are ready to participate consciously in evolving as a race and planet, 2) the one's who are not ready to evolve as a race and planet. I have been studying many different theories and predictions for 25 years now, and feel I am probably one of the one's who is ready to evolve.

I have noticed that it is far easier for many people to be more empathic than it was 20 years ago. I feel that is part of the change and evolution that is going on. What I feel will happen is that a LOT more of us will become involved with trying to heal the Earth and it's pollution and toxins. We will try to achieve this on both physical and spiritual levels. If one realized how much positive thoughts, creative positive visualizations, and collective prayers could actually do to help the Earth to heal and get cleaned up, one would do those things a lot more often.

I know I find myself thinking as one of Earth's inhabitants now, rather than an American, etc., like I used to before. I think more about how things are going for everyone on a global scale these days, even though it is still a bit overwhelming to me to do so some days. I have started praying for Earth to be healed and cleaned up on a daily basis, and am hoping to learn to do more than that as soon as possible.

I am also trying my hardest to live as Green as I can now too. I am recycling more than I ever have before, using less water, and trying to purchase Earth friendly products. etc., on a regular basis far more than I used to as well. I can only hope that more of us will wake up and start doing the same. Our family has even dropped down to one vehicle that we share rather than the 3 we had before. I'm used to this now,and as I haven't felt my brain is quite sharp enough yet to drive, I am fine with this. I DO really hope that the bus starts coming round here more than every 2 hours, but at least it's finally coming around here now. I've been living in the suburbs here for almost 20 years, and they finally have a bus that comes here on a regular basis for us to ride, yay!

I really do wish that we American's had the mass transport systems that other parts of the world has, as I'm sure that would help in so many ways. It's a huge country over here with each state governing when it will put money into mass transport, so it's not going to be nearly as easy for us to get that up and going as one would think.