My Spiritual Path-Sanatana Dharma

[Summer]

It has come to my attention that a couple of people who got ahold of this websites address, are convinced that I am a practitioner of black magick. I am starting this thread in hopes that others will not get the same wrong impression when they read through the information on this site, as I only asked my genius of a best friend to start this website for me in hopes of helping others who are searching for their own personal spiritual truths, to have a few people's personal truths to hear about and think about on their search.

Firstly, I feel the need to make it clear that I am a follower of MANY of this Earth's religions, as from my studies over the past 26 years, I have found that almost every religion in this world has some higher truth in it, with the exception of most forms of Satanism. I am constantly learning however, and I figure that because my highest goal in this life is to become as close to the Divine Parents of the Light that I possibly can in order to heal myself and help others somehow, someday, that my opinions may change over the years. I keep finding more and more spiritual truth the more I look for them, which I feel is a great blessing. "Knock and it shall be opened unto you, seek and ye shall find"... That particular phrase in the Bible has always held a lot of importance to me, as it teaches anyone who wishes to believe in any form of spirituality of the Light that he or she WILL get the answers and find the truths that they need, just as I am. I am also not a "blind sheep" and it's my truth that the very early Catholic church chose to change parts of the bible in order to have more power over the member's of their church. Most modern day Christian's would argue this to the death with me, but I highly doubt the one's who would argue have PERSONALLY researched the Gnostic Gospels, the church's history, etc., like I have.

I am an eclectic practitioner of white magick, in the extreme sense of the word. In my opinion, white magick is performed to help other's, grey magick is performed to help one's self, and black magick is performed to hurt others. Of course it's not as simple as it sounds as sometimes when you help yourself, you also help others. Or sometimes in order to help someone, something or someone else ends up getting hurt. I do NOT believe in practicing any form of black magic as I am a firm believer in karma. I believe that especially when using magick, any harm one does to other's, even if it is on accident, WILL undoubtably come back to one's self in one way or the other, period. If not in this life, than in another.

I am a firm believer in Gnostic Christianity as well, as I have learned that the Catholic Church took away many books of the origional bible around 300 AD, and most probably also changed some of the truths the bible contained. In my opinion, the church probably wanted to keep the masses thinking that only ordained people could truly communicate with God for whatever reasons, possibly financial ones. But because it says in the King James version of the Bible that God will never allow his truths to be hidden from his children, I believe that the Gnostic scriptures are probably the parts of the Bible that were taken out and changed. One must (should) also take into consideration the different ways each of the original words in the bible could be interpreted. That's why I am a firm believer in studying the world's holy writings for myself, praying for an answer to understand them, and going with what feels right in my heart to me as much as possible.

Early Christian's, as many students of spirituality have discovered, all believed in reincarnation because it is something Jesus himself taught while he was on Earth. After much studying of many religions, and reading up on Buddhist's beliefs that the Master Jesus himself went on an extensive journey through India and into the Himalayas to learn higher spiritual truths, I finally came to believe that reincarnation is a belief that feels right to me. I never, ever try to convince anyone else to believe ANY of my own personal spiritual truths, as I know that no 2 people will EVER be able to have the same exact perspective on any experiences, and that is just the way it is meant to be. What feels right to me, may not feel right to anyone else. We are all on our own paths in life, and I don't judge others paths if at all possible, as Jesus and other Master's have taught over and over, "Judge not, lest ye be judged." I am still working on being less and less judgmental of others, as it is a work in progress, like so many other of my personal goals.

The Santeria Lukunmi religion, for instance, has it's roots in a 3,000 year old Yoruba/African tribal religion. They did not change some of their practices concerning sacrifices to their versions of the Divine Parents of the Light, unlike the Jews did. I have never studied yet why the Jews quit taking doves and lambs to their temples and offering them to their version of the God of Light, Jehovah. But many of the African tribal religions still practice the ancient belief in making offerings and sacrifices to their forms of the God of Light. Who am I to judge why this religion continues to make these kind of sacrifices to their versions of the God/Goddess of Light? If I did this, then I would also have to judge the Jews for being told by their version of the God of Light to make these sacrifices in ancient times as well. TO EACH THEIR OWN. That is one of my personal beliefs that I consistently live by. How I wish that others would finally get to this point in their own journey, as Earth would be a much more heavenly place if they could find a way to do this.

According to MANY of the Master's, including Jesus Christ, who have lived and taught on this Earth, Love is the highest power of all. To this day before I react to things that happen in my life, I ask "what would Master Jesus do?", and then I make my choice after thinking about it after awhile. In my opinion, the power of unconditional, pure God-like Love is what conquers all evil in all it's many forms. Divine Parents love EACH OF US the same as we are all their children. Good luck telling them otherwise. I am still doing my best to learn to live by the law of Love others as you would Love thyself, but hope to be an expert at it someday. My goal is to heal from the hardships I went through being raised by baby beating, pedophile, Satanists enough to someday be able to help others to heal from similar hardships. My experiences of what I have gone through while searching for ways to connect spiritually with Divine Parents of the Light are posted on this website, in hopes that my experiences may help others to learn what their own spiritual truths are somehow, or avoid making the same mistakes I have made. I challenge anyone who reads this if you are up to it, to use the power of the purest, unconditional Love that you can muster, and direct it silently to the next person who gets angry with you, just to see what will happen. May you all be blessed by your form of the Creator constantly. Love and Light to you all.

[pablo]

Stupid people cannot understand much which is why they are stupid. Don't worry with them.

" A man convicned against his will is of the same opinion still"

Have a great day

Pablo

[pablo]

I now see what triggered this post. Probiotics seem to work especially if one uses the better quality products available.

I gave up on muggles a long time ago. I can hang with them but would not want to discuss spirituality with them.. I also don't like being attacked for what I believe. You have just fallen foul of a group of idiots.

I am sorry about the ostracising you experienced.

You just don't deserve it!

Hugs

Pablo

[Summer]

It is quite true that muggles simply aren't CAPABLE of opening up their minds to learn the higher truths, probably because of how afraid they are of doing it! That is my theory anyway. I figure they have much younger souls than I may have, and that is why they are so stuck in fear still. I just happen to be one of those people very ready to face my fears in this life, you know? They say that opposition always makes us stronger, and I would have to agree with that. I would not change what I have lived through even if I could, as I know how much I have learned about Higher Spiritual Truth BECAUSE of it! People who come to this Earth to have "easy" lives compared to someone like me, are probably baby souls, so I go pretty easy on them to the best of my ability. It's not like they can help their own soul's age and development, you know? And life goes on!*

* Edited 10-04-2013 to say: And life goes on in some form! (That's one of my new personal sayings as I don't believe our souls/spirits ever die. I like my knew saying better myself.)

[Summer]

PS: I just have to add this: If more people on this planet were up to studying to figure out what they're OWN personal spiritual beliefs were, if any, rather than running from the unknown in fear, this Earth would undoubtedly be a MUCH better place to be! I find it unfathomable how so many people listen to others opinions about spiritual truth's, rather than take the time to do the research to come up with their own truths! Too bad this world seems SO very full of sheep!

I still have high hopes that someday, somehow, more people will expand their minds and really take a good look around them at how so many organized religions just might be financial institutions, and full of hypocrisy. But, as I always say, to each their own.

[pablo]

" But, as I always say, to each their own."

But that is the problem... These people do not believe in this idea.

Your censorship is the kind of thing that irritates because it is the product of small minds who only believe in the "one right way".

When the entitiies first stated to visit me as a kid I was careful to keep my mouth shut.

Pablo

[Summer]

When I first started being visited at the age of 5, I was lucky enough to have it be my deceased Mother, so I was not afraid in any way. But I also kept my mouth shut about that until I was well into my 20's, and even then only told my Sister's and my Grandma, who I felt might find some comfort from my story. Thankfully, it did seem to comfort all of them.

From what I have found to be truth, as I have studied theology since I was 22, ALL paths who believe in the Creator of Light are truth. PERIOD! How can anyone be so small-minded that they think there is only "one freeway to heaven"? That would be like thinking everyone should know one language! "If thou don't speaketh THIS one language, then ye must be bound to hell whence you die!" How utterly ridicules!

[silvermantle46]

Summer,all of your points are well taken,yet with many things as you said,the average person has no comprehension,and sometimes I feel as if I am walking around amidst robots.not neccessarily evil,but not truly questing for the purpose of life.when you speak of the gnostics,I am ready to surrender,because the versions and interpretations are so varied.I believe that there deletions from the bible,but not just the gnostic stuff.sweet dreams.

[Summer]

Some days I really understand how you feel, Silvermantle. I am just very happy that a lot of us have access to the internet now, as it is much easier to find one's Truth than it used to be before. You are right about so very many people not even seeming to WANT to find their highest spiritual truth. I think that may be because they haven't figured out yet that finding that is the only way to finding long-lasting peace and happiness.

[pablo]

Here is a secret from our lodge......

Even within the lodge we all tread different paths. It is more like crossing the desert. We agree to meet at the next Oasis. This is fine and dandy because when we get together we discuss the individual sections of the journey that we took on differtent paths.

There is love and respect there. The damn muggles do not even allow us to simply be! Everyone has to have the one right way they hiss. Their attitutdes tend to strangle all creativity and personal expression.. Then they go on and denounce political dictatorships!!!!!

[Summer]

I completely agree with you, Pablo, as I have also met up with many Muggle's who are convinced the way other's have taught them to believe is the ONLY way. That, of course, is pure nonsense to anyone who has a more evolved soul in my opinion. But those of us who are lucky enough TO have a more advanced soul need to try our hardest to have TONS of patience for those who simply aren't there yet, and probably never will be in this lifetime. I really do think that it is WAY too bad that it seems to me that there are so many younger souls on Earth, as if it were the other way around, Earth itself could become a form of heaven.

[ThorQuest]

I've never seen anything on this forum even closely associated with black Magick and I find some comfort here in reading the various posts to see if there' s any clue to that eternal question; what happens(if anything) after we leave this world? Lately I've been skeptical of religion in general leaning more towards an evolutionist mind set. Maybe that will change if some life changing event happens and I get fox-hole religion again. I hope not. Beliefs and actions these days are more a question of effective vs ineffective as opposed to good and bad which is too subjective, for example, what may seem bad to you may seem good to me or vs versa, but is it and end to a means and more importantly will it harm anyone else?

My only interest in evil is in it's use it to defeat other evil. To fight fire with fire if you will. For example, just as the Chinese use fireworks to keep evil away, I play and listen to Metal. Sometimes that's the only way for me to have a chance at winning. Not to mention the benefit of setting inner demons free and anger management in general. For someone to suggest that this is a community which supports black magick begs the question as to what that individual's true intentions are. I implore that person or persons to appear on here so we may discover your concerns and discuss it intelligently. Until that time, we shall continue to think and speak freely so long as it's with the respect built in to the rules here. Bottom line is I'm not interested in what you think or say about me and my friends here, it's none of my business and the situation is still manageable.

[Summer]

Thank you so much for posting you opinion, Thorquest! From reading why you come here occasionally, I know that this forum my friend and I created IS achieving for some what I have always hoped it would. That makes me feel quite accomplished.

When it comes to knowing what happens after we "die", I really do have it way easier than other's on this planet, and I am very grateful for that. Being able to see and speak to other's who have passed over so easily since the age of 5 has been a good thing in many ways, as now when people lose someone they love, I can offer them the use of my "gift", contact that person's soul/energy, and communicate with their loved one doing my best to let each person know what their loved one wants them to know and vice-versa. But I will tell you, getting to the point where one knows with assurity that one IS speaking with the particular soul/energy that someone is asking me to, and not another soul/energy, has been a really hard thing for me to do! That is how a bit more about how the "spiritual realms" work, from experimentation as well as trial and error. The "error" part of my life has been highly unpleasant to live through, but opposition does always make one stronger as well as more knowledgeable, so one has to accept that as a part of one's learning most of the time from what I have found.

So I will readily admit that to most people I am a "wsirdo", but sometimes I am considered a "handy weirdo" when it comes to dealing with the topics most people afraid of. I must be quite ready to face my fears in this lifetime in order to make sense of them and let them go, otherwise I would not be living through what I am, period. In my belief's one is exactly where one is meant to be for learning purposes in one's life, whether one chooses to acknowledge this or not. That is a hard thing for most of us to learn as we tend to pity ourselves rather than looking at the good that every problem we face holds for us in it's hands eventually.

I truly feel that if we all focus on making sense of our own being's fears and "chaos" and learn to live more peacefully in love in our own beings, sharing that with as many other's around us as we are capable of, that eventually the chaos in this world would do the same thing. Changes in the physical reality always start on the inside before they manifest into one's physical reality. If all of us looked into our mirror's and judged ourselves as harshly as we judge other's who think and live differently than we do, we would quickly realize that it is not only other's who "need to change". Not only that, but how much of other's realities do we need to be able to control to be happy within ourselves anyway? I feel that the people who try the hardest to manipulate other's rather than control themselves, are only focusing outside of themselve's trying to control things in order to avoid learning who they themselves really are, and learning to control themselves. Too bad.

The most judgemental people in the world are also the most insecure people in the world within themselves. The most inwardly secure people in the world are fully aware that everyone has a different perspective and respects that allowing other's just to be, as long as they aren't hurting other's purposely all of the time. I really feel that before one tells someone else to "improve" some part of their behavior, that one should always check to see if one is also guilty of what one is accusing another of doing. Every time I practice this theory while I am angry at another person for the way they are behaving, I look within myself to see if I also have the weakness I so clearly see in that other person, and sure enough, I do! Maybe not to the degree that the person I am angry with does, but it is still there lurking within me awaiting me to address it and work on it more myself. Something to think about at least.

Thorquest, what I believe happens when we "die" is yet another birth of sorts. The way I feel about living on this 3rd dimensional Earth is this: We are just like an unborn babe within God's womb. We cannot see God, and have no idea that we are actually dwelling within God fully protected and nurtured just like a baby in a Mother's womb. But just like the unborn babe, when it is time for us to "die", we go through a birth of sorts and leave this dimension, thereby being able to see and feel the presence of God just like the newly born babe can finally see the face of it's Mother after it leaves the womb. I only have a tiny bit of fear left about the death process thanks to me believing this theory to be true.

I have been experimenting for years to see if my beliefs about life and death might be true, and have found that if we believe that we are communicating with the part of God that is the Mother that we dwell within, and we ask for help getting what we need, we DO somehow get what we need every time. It may not come immediately every time, but in my own experience it always does come. It may not come from a conventional soarce, but it always comes. I am learning to worry less and less as the years go by thanks to my experiment with this and the results I am finding for myself.

Some of us are just meant to be able to live interdimensially. I feel that I am probably one of those people. All I hope for this life is that I am able to help as many other's who are still "in the dark" about higher truths to be more comforted while living on this Earth in someway. This Earth is a very hard place to be for me, as I truly don't understand why so many people feel the need to hurt and control so many others? It seems very heavy here to me for some reason mostly because of this. All I have been able to come up with explaining why so many people do mean things to other people is because they are hurting themselves and feel the need to lash out and hurt other's because of it.

So in my belief's, there are souls of many ages all living together on Earth, which makes it a hard place to be for those souls who are growing weary of the pain that other's purposely put their brother's and sister's through in hopes of getting their own pain to subside a bit. It simply doesn't work that way! One must heal one's self in order to stop the pain and stop the cycle of abuse, period. Luckily, there are many other's who are willing to help us all learn how to do this if we are only willing to have a bit of faith and ask for it. The beings that have been of such great help to me while I continue to try to heal the pain within my own heart, etc., are the one's who have made it and become fully enlightened beings, yet love humanity enough to hang around on the edges of the 3rd dimension just to help those of us who need it. I truly LOVE the Master's who have helped me so very much in my life as well as the Higher Being's of Light who have as well. If it weren't for me learning about their existance and the help they offer those of us ready to try to heal our own pain, I doubt I would still be alive today to try to help other's wanting to heal.

[ivan]

Please Summer Im begging your help an answer an unblocking im the pastlifewizard and I deserve another fate that isnt this bad.
Im begging you.

[Summer]

I came up with an acronym for what a "witch" is to me. If any of you who read this are into Wicca and other forms of Shamanism and are open about it, trust me, this doesn't apply to you if you use what you learn to help others for the good. Anyway, here it is:

W.= Whomever
I.= Is
T.= Tremendously
H.= Hurtful &
C.= Controlling

I must add after this that to me in order to be a W.I.T.C.H. one must pretend one knows almost nothing at all in order to abuse their spiritual knowledge and abilities to exploit others. Either to control them or to hurt them for the sheer joy of loving to hurt others. Definitely NOT like any of the Wiccan's I have met in my life that I'm aware of. These people from my own personal experience, are what most would call "natural witches" and are born knowing such things as astral traveling and even lucid dreaming. They seem to truly enjoy doing their best to control their own reality, and others realities using these spiritual abilities as well as other's they've mastered in hopes of keeping ONLY what THEY want happening in their OWN lives. What a selfish thing to do in my humble opinion! Using ones spiritual knowings to further only ones selfish desires not caring who one tramples on or hurts in the process.

I, on the other hand, have always been very open about my personal meanderings through many different belief systems and religions in hopes of being able to help others find their own path to our Creator. Which always eventually helps us all to feel more inner peace and joy. The more spiritually enlightened I am blessed to become the easier it is for me to detect when a W.I.T.C.H., (or more than one of them for that matter,) is doing dirty to me or others and trying very hard to be completely undetectable. But I do have a Gurunath helping me. And THAT is one of the strongest paths one learn, and be protected by according to what I've learned through my spiritual studies over the past 28 years time. What a blessing to learn such Higher Truths like I've been seeking for so very long.

Now I'm truly learning how to be a servant to my Brother's and Sister's in their human and animal forms like I've always desired so strongly to be since I was very young. There is SO much more joy in helping others than in only helping myself to me. That's when I feel the most inner happiness so far in my own life. Although once in awhile I'm reminded that because I'm still healing from 16 hours of brain surgery, I have to focus more on my needs for now in order to continue healing.

You see, most people die within the first 5 minutes a golf ball sized aneurysm, (like I had) starts leaking into ones brain. Because in half the cases, ones vein tears and explodes before one even reaches the hospital, flooding ones brain with blood, resulting in immediate death. But somehow I had the good karma to make it 29 hours while my aneurysm slowly leaked into my brain. Until they could finally get me into emergency brain surgery. Believe it or not, the stroke I lived through, my surgery, and the way my brain has rearranged itself since then ended up being a HUGE blessing. The physical aches and pains I used to suffer from daily for 13 years are only 1/100th as painful as they were before. And the suicidal depression I had been fighting with because of my intense chronic pain and how crippling it was to try to move through, has subsided as well. How grateful I am to be able to teach others now what helped me make it through my 13 years of chronic, undiagnosed pain in my body, a stroke and brain surgery, and come out able to function as well as I am.

It's the power of prayerthat helped me through! Not only my prayers, but others said on my behalf as well. Prayer is the strongest form of magick I've found so far in my life! Anyone can learn how to pray. Especially if they realize they are a child of our Creator, and know the Creator hears each and every one of our prayers. And it's FREE! We can all pray to one or the other of our Divine Parents, or even to the Universe as it is our Parent and ask for help with anything we feel we need help with. I have been praying daily for years, after taking a break for awhile. I was very disillussioned by the hypocrisy of a modern day Christian cult I was raised in, and left by the age of 17.
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Thanks for reading my story. May you always feel as Loved as you truly are by our great Divine Parents and the Universe, in whatever way you worship/know them! Much Love and Light to all of my Brothers and Sisters on our Mother/Grandmother Earth who read this!